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Not This Way
The words are finished
On these burnt and tattered pages
I've got nothing left to pour out
These hands are so tired
Of holding onto something
That they can't see
But I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I've long since fallen
Oh this long and dusty road
Only to live to be forgotten
The silence forever will sing
Of this fate worse than death worse than life
So those promises we made together
I'll be yours you're mine forever
I remember you but look at me
They've torn away my flight scornfully hatefully
They've taken everything that I've held dear but you
I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I'm ashamed of myself
The thing I can't run from
I can't bear you to look at me see what I've become
You're my sweet secret my lullaby
You're my reassurance my forever goodnight
I won't let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am this is
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Literature
How Do You Get That Lonely
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen a boy about my age
They found him face down on his bedroom floor
There will be services on Friday at the L.F.H
Then out on Moorseville highway they'll lay him beneath a stone
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him
Did he buy or steal that gun
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol
Did his mom and dad forget to say I love you son
Did no one see the writing on the wall
I'm not blaming anybody we all do the best we can
I know hindsight 20/20 but I still don't understand
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you
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Literature
Faraway Day
The Eton Boys
And the uptown girls
They forget the
Margate legacy
They'd put out for
A string of pearls
And expect
Absolution for free
But oh you
Can keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
God bless the
Scandalous monarchy
It's known they
Need divine direction
And to the kids in
The Gucci anarchy
They are caught
In social affections
But oh you can
Keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
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Literature
For Me Sky
In this life I've known
Nothing but seeds you've sown
I've walked the highways
And I've combed the side roads
It's been a joy of highs
Oh the pain of lows and meets the devil
At the heart of the crossroads tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me live this life insane
Nothing but pouring rain
I'm a bastard it's amazing I'm sane
Born and dressed in black
My soul is fighting back
Fueling hell and raising pain tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me
When I'm a ghost and gone
I'll be remembered strong
By all I've met by friends and family
When I'm lowered down six feet in the ground
There won't be a sound except for crows wailing
Just cry for me sky just cry for me
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Literature
Wish You Were Beautiful
You've broken down inside
And you don't know where you're turning now
You pray for a release
From the thing that holds you back
But theirs no where to turn
What else can you do but
Wish that you were beautiful
So don't make me cry
Don't make me plead
So don't make me fall
I don't want to fall I can't fall
I've got to pull through
So when will life let up
So when will life care for you
And when will the stars shine brighter just for me
And when will I give a damn
When will you stop
Wishing that you were beautiful
So don't make me cry
Don't make me plead
So don't make me fall
I don't want to fall I can't fall
Oh I'm going to pull through
Tell me when will you be sent to me
When will my mind come to ease
When will I let go of all the things
That I just can't control
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Literature
Impossible Emotions
She sits in the chair while tears fall fast
Worried about her future ashamed of her past
When will it all stop when will this routine die
What is the solution her life is a lie
How long can she fake a smile how long will she fade
This can't be the only reason she was made
Pain in normal loss is something she expects
Her impossible emotions are what she neglects
Never truly happy and never truly complete
Longing for a freedom searching for concrete
Something solid that she can claim
Powered by her anxious thoughts seeking fortune and fame
But will name be on a CD or on a poster
Bring her to happiness will it even bring her closer
Impossible emotions settle in her watch as they creep
But deep down her conscience is something she can keep
She'll wait for her calling she'll hope for the best
Impossible emotions are only a test this isn't the rest
She'll share with the world her gifts and her drive
That's when you'll know that she's truly alive
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Literature
A Freckle Of Misfortune
In these tunnels
They're turning me in oh they don't know
They don't know oh what a sin
And they can't steal
No because they love me
Oh they do feel they really feel
Oh what a sin and I'm a beauty
And I'm a queen and you are happy
And you are a lot like me sometimes we run
Sometime we fly sometimes we lose control
Of our only alibi I'm not giving this to you
You already are full I'm not your slave
I'm not your tool I'm already in the clouds
I'm already in heaven heavenly girl you know
Hormonal queen magical thing
A magic wow but I have control
Of a split happening and I can sing
Yeah I can sing and they can't steal
No because they love me
Oh they do feel they really feel
Oh what a sin and I'm a beauty
And I'm a queen and you are happy
And you are a lot like me
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Literature
Don't Cry
Do you know what they did
To the girl yeah the girl
Locked her up in a metal blinder
Tied her up and yeah they did bind her
I'm not abusive I love my little pets
Yet they put her through a world of regrets
Don't cry it's just a try
Catch me when I fall if I fall at all
She cried in her tomb
Without a word without a tune
She misses you your zombie eyes
When you were like her
Full of truth and not lies
Dancing in the medical spree
Of the ward of time
The clock ticks and the people pray
It's too stylish to live these days
Do you know what they did to her
To the girl yeah to the girl
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Literature
Best Friends
You helped me out of the mud
You are my best bud
You and I had so much fun you'll
Always be my number one
Do you remember all the good times
And the bad times we had
Your smile your laugh the way you cried
The way we both laughed at the same time
Know one can replace you
Know one can hate you because
You are my best bud
You helped me out the mud
We showed each other
Our friendship for one another
I'll never forget you
I'll never replace you because
You are my best bud
It will always be you and me it
Doesn't matter what they say
It will just be a new day you
Helped me out of the mud
You are my best bud
You and I had so much fun
You'll always be my number one
Thank you for being there
Showing me that you care
I'll always remember you
When you move or if you do I'll
Always and never forget you
Thank you oh thank you thank you
Friend til the end my friend thank you
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Literature
Never Turn Back
Looking in the halls of my empty school
I see flashbacks that fill the walls just like they use to
But that was alright
I think about the rules and the stupid things
That went on in our minds and all we said and did
Nothing even made sense that was until that day you made me see that day
My life was worth more in each and everyday
So I wanted to thank you for lending a helping hand
No one brought me off the ground
Treated me the way you used to
The truth is I really miss those days
Those days with you
Are to be remembered forever never look back
Just remember the times we had because they were all right
Remember Jade what she used to do
She stuck her head in the sink she couldn't get it out
We talked about it for a while
Because all this happened with you
Thank you for all those times
I wish I had another life with you until the end of time
These moments were yours and mine
So I wanted to thank you for lending a helping hand
No one brought me off the ground
Treated me the way you used
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Literature
Highschool Sweethearts And Lifetime Lovers
She'd met him in tenth grade
Right before he moved away
Her heart and mind
Wished he were able to stay
His dad got a job in the Florida Keys
Which means he had to leave
And these high-school sweethearts
Soon faded apart
She'd met him in tenth grade
Right before he moved away
Her heart and mind
Wished he were able to stay
Hey wrote letters and made long distance calls
They kept in touch for almost a year
So each voice they could hear
And there hearts would be near
When they thought about that day that
She'd met him in tenth grade
Right before he moved away
Her heart and mind
Wished he were able to stay
One day when he was back home
He found her all alone
And they talked about when
She'd met him in tenth grade
Right before he moved away
Her heart and mind
Wished he were able to stay
And now she's glad he's here today
And she's happy he's going to stay
And now they have become lifetime lovers
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Literature
My Little Secret
I thought the pain would leave
The time that goes by only brings back everything
I left the key on the counter
Put a lock on the stars
Kept you deep down inside
Hoped the demons would tare you apart
I'll feast on your life
As I kill you tonight
Never thought I would be this happy baby
Could we have ever made this okay
Or were we destined to fall this way
The reason I locked the stars away
You were the best person in my life
I've visited your grave everyday
I never seem to change my routine
Maybe we could have made it
If I never locked the stars away
I fell in love with you everyday
And I just got to get your
Fucking voice out of my head
Never thought I would ever be this happy
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Literature
Bleeding Little Girl
Oh look at me I'm wretched oh look at me I'm dead
What you can't see with you eyes I conjure in your hand
Oh look at me I'm bleeding and conviction says I'm wrong
Please don't divert your eyes I'm really not that strong
Like a lichen I cling and I'm going to sing
Until I haunt you like a siren making your eyes bleed and ring
Oh all the misconceptions strewn onto one big lie
Oh all the false impression emotions feed on my insides
I'm lying in the corner walls caving in on me
Frost collects on my windows clawing wishing to be free
Frustration I'm torn inside this heart explodes
And I'm gone inside this heart explodes
Like the dreams that I waste like the help that I'm not
I can't be satisfied I'm always wanting more than I've got
Like the arms that will wrap around my last attempt
I will take life that doesn't belong and be held in contempt
Oh look at the pieces broken not all but close enough
I won't lie in shreds refuse to let dogs eat me up
Like a beautiful wind I will whip through th
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Literature
It Never Was And Never Will Be
How can we be over
You know we never were
It's taken two years
For this thought to occur
I never really knew you
Or that we were supposedly together from the start
You just assumed this
And probably thought that I wasn't smart
You know we never were together
Because I didn't know until you broke up with me
We never were and never will be
I don't know you and you don't know me
We can never be why can't you just see
That you're just too young and immature for me
I just don't like you
And you don't really seem to like me
Can't you just accept that we never were and never will be
It use to hurt but know it don't
Because now I finally came to see
That we never were and never will be
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Literature
America! I'll FIght
Marching with a group of friends
We'll always be on your side
Inside my battle holds a piece of rag
Drenched in gasoline ready to light
Red white and blue the American flag
Bin laden fucked it up we will fight
This poem is for those priceless people
Who lost someone whom lost themselves
Marching with a group of friends
We'll always be on your side
Marching with a group of friends marching until war ends
We'll fight for all those that died
Inside my hand I hold this firearm
Ready to shoot people that get in my way
Finger on the trigger I'll never be calm
It was September 11 who forgot that day
This poem is for those stupid people
Who killed themselves to kill another
Marching with a group of friends
We'll always be on your side marching with a group of friends
Marching until war ends we'll fight for all those that died
This is war for sure happiness is what I'd want more
The innocent deserve to live
They died in vain your gain it's your fault they felt this pain
The innocent deserve to
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The words are finished
On these burnt and tattered pages
I've got nothing left to pour out
These hands are so tired
Of holding onto something
That they can't see
But I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I've long since fallen
Oh this long and dusty road
Only to live to be forgotten
The silence forever will sing
Of this fate worse than death worse than life
So those promises we made together
I'll be yours you're mine forever
I remember you but look at me
They've torn away my flight scornfully hatefully
They've taken everything that I've held dear but you
I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I'm ashamed of myself
The thing I can't run from
I can't bear you to look at me see what I've become
You're my sweet secret my lullaby
You're my reassurance my forever goodnight
I won't let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am this is how things were meant to be
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen a boy about my age
They found him face down on his bedroom floor
There will be services on Friday at the L.F.H
Then out on Moorseville highway they'll lay him beneath a stone
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him
Did he buy or steal that gun
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol
Did his mom and dad forget to say I love you son
Did no one see the writing on the wall
I'm not blaming anybody we all do the best we can
I know hindsight 20/20 but I still don't understand
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely and nobody know
It was just another story written on the second page
The Eton Boys
And the uptown girls
They forget the
Margate legacy
They'd put out for
A string of pearls
And expect
Absolution for free
But oh you
Can keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
God bless the
Scandalous monarchy
It's known they
Need divine direction
And to the kids in
The Gucci anarchy
They are caught
In social affections
But oh you can
Keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
In this life I've known
Nothing but seeds you've sown
I've walked the highways
And I've combed the side roads
It's been a joy of highs
Oh the pain of lows and meets the devil
At the heart of the crossroads tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me live this life insane
Nothing but pouring rain
I'm a bastard it's amazing I'm sane
Born and dressed in black
My soul is fighting back
Fueling hell and raising pain tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me
When I'm a ghost and gone
I'll be remembered strong
By all I've met by friends and family
When I'm lowered down six feet in the ground
There won't be a sound except for crows wailing
Just cry for me sky just cry for me

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Thank you for the llama back!
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Welcome
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Thanks very much for the llama badge!
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Welcome :)
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Thanks for llama 😄
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YOur Welcome :)
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Thanks for the llama! :huggle:
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Welcome :)
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Thanks for the llama I llama'd back. Pls visit me if you're ever in the mood for cake! :dance::icongoldenplattercakeplz:

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