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Back In The Day
Back in the day
When nothing was wrong
I didn't know anything all along
Back in the day when the world was all right
All I could think of was holding you tight
I was afraid to take a stance
Even though I had a chance
But everything now I'm brand new
Although apart I still feel I'm with you
I rarely see your face
But past memories capture it in place
I keep replaying them all the time
In the back of my mind
Thinking about the time without you
Surely has made me blue
I wish one day to be in your heart
Getting my feelings out is a start
Together you and I we'll never fall apart
Back in the day I always wished
That I was the guy you kissed
It seems to have gotten worse with time
But I couldn't forgot that would be a crime
So I sit here with this broken heart of mine
Always flicked this doubloon my lucky dime
And it always pointed me to you
I still need you baby I need you more than ever
Yeah I still feel that way just like I did back in the day
Yeah yeah yeah back in the day
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Literature
Alone
Eyes are dry again
No it can depend
On no one noticing
Run to hide my tears
They won't have to share
Over all these years
I've shed the fewest tears
That they've known about
But I can't help it now
While calculating how
Much I'll be alone
My best friends always cared
Of tangles in my hair
But does she
Care about my tangled up life
And for my only one
High school will soon be done
And where will I turn
When I'm so alone
All the one I care about
Lost and gone with no way out
Everything's falling apart
Just when I was happy
But now I'm on my way
To being all alone
Going to be all alone
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Literature
Hang Over
Oh lord the voice inside my head
Thinks it's my own
The slow pumping of blood running through the brain
The pumping pumping with my pain
It's the hangover hangover going on
The headache won't let me sleep
And I'm not really awake
This is hell never drinking again
The thoughts that cross my mind
Are not as clear as I'd like
Feel like someone came running
And kicked me inside the flashing of the lights is
Making me making me so nauseous
So I keep the bucket near just being cautious
It's the hangover hangover going on
And I hate myself for killing my own brains
Because the pumping pumping won't stop
It's just my brain letting me know
It's the hangover hangover going on
Letting me know what a dumb ass I
Am for getting drunk tonight
Jumping and twisting through the night
All memories came alive again
Not too proud of myself all I have to say
I'll probably do it all again
It's the hangover fucking hangover going on
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Literature
Lullaby
I want to be there to help your wounds to heal
This pain without you is something only I can feel
I miss your face your tender little hands
But right now I'm just trying to get by without you as my lullaby
Been a few years now but I still miss you
Like a broken mirror that can't be fixed is how my heart is today
Since you've been gone I have to get by but I want you by my side
We had so many dreams together can they still come true
I'm looking out my window watching the stars
I'm still wondering are you seeing them too
I want to be there to help your wounds to heal
This pain without you is something only I can feel
I miss your face your tender little hands
But right now I'm just trying to get by
Without you as my lullaby we've all grown up now
Do you still know my name do you still remember my face
Or has it been erased I want to turn back time
Mend the pieces of that mirror back together
I pray every night to my god above
Keep them safe keep them warm keep them in my heart
I want to b
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Literature
Simple
I have written many signs
A flower's touch an angry climb
And every time I see you starring
Out the window there
It's a dreamer's face
The lasts throughout the lifetime
And the eyes that reflect the misty white sky
It's the fellow's desk
That lightens all the sometimes
And it calls me to you through your simple voice
I have lived my years
Questioning existence and when you cry
It seems to me like I've broken some promises
And it seems like you've almost died
It's a dreamer's face
The lasts throughout the lifetime
And the eyes that reflect the misty white sky
It's the fellow's desk
That lightens all the sometimes
And it calls me to you through your simple voice
I have seen and been in my situations like
But this seems to be unlike in so many ways
It's a dreamer's face
The lasts throughout the lifetime
And the eyes that reflect the misty white sky
It's the fellow's desk
That lightens all the sometimes
And it calls me to you through your simple voice
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Literature
Nightingale Of The Lark
A strange comparison with darkness
Palpable night heat it hovers
If you laid your head over my heart
You would hear the roar of an ocean
Pain seeping deeply now
Where once a pleasure did manifest
Sleepy eyed child in my bed
Did you fear before it came as if stagnant waters
Blur out color and imagination
Wounds in time that just scab over merely just a forgotten hurt
The air tonight littered with death smells of winter's last day
Unchained thoughts provoke temptations
In truths they bury us haunted memories of a life unlit
Pour the body and blood for faith we hang ourselves
Seeing the answers before fading to black
Silence in a hush shattered my aching eyes torn open
Persistent lark bearer of morning
Let the evening drip away into yellow bright
I fear you are not the sweet lark but the nightingale
Giving way to endless night in her song
Oh nightingale please not another endless night
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Literature
Ghost Within My Mind
I would have told you I love you
If we hadn't been saying goodbye
With the end always a breath away
It never seemed real to me
Like vapors disappearing
And even though you're gone today
There's a ghost lurking within my mind
I wanted you to know me
To make sense of a heart gone wrong
I wanted you to need me the way I needed you
And to wash away the sins of thought and deed
You were too perfect to grasp
And too wonderful to touch
But now that you're gone
All I have are fading memories
And a ghost walking within my mind
It's only now that you haunt me
On quiet lonely nights
When the wind carries your name into my ear
Leave me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse
I can't face who I am much less what I've become
Just a wondering soul living in a broken heart
Walking these empty halls hoping to catch a glimpse
Of the ghost stalking within my mind
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Literature
Playing In The Backgrounds
Sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds to sweet thoughts of you
I'll walk home tired and depressed
Wishing I was walking with you but I'm all alone
And you're with him I try to tell you
I could be more open but you just can't see
How I feel about your depression kick in
Medications out reach for the knife
But your picture catches my eyes
And I sit and think maybe that I'll be with you tomorrow
Sweet soft songs playing in the backgrounds
To sweet thoughts of you I've always been alone
Till now I don't know how to feel
Or what to say to you I may not be to religious
But I pray to god for you tomorrow you'll be happy
Whether you're with me or not just to see the smile on your face
When I say something funny but I don't want to risk that feeling
If I told you how I felt would you look at me the same
Or will you treat me different from the rest sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds of sweet thoughts of you
I keep it all bottled up inside I keep it away and hide
I don't
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Literature
Liqueur Tainted Polished Nails
You live in an exaggerated reality
You're too protective and won't let go
And you hate my friends because
They're not good enough
Like anything ever will be
You're a contradiction
You don't want me to smoke or drink
But you can what gives
You the right to control me
Okay let's obey mom's opinion
Instead of our won for once
Oh wait that's right
We aren't allowed opinions
I didn't need the councilor to tell me
Feelings to why wouldn't you ask me
Oh you expected me to have no feeling
Because I am only fucking human
But then seen as I'm living with you
I must be fucking superhuman
My mind is contaminated with morbid
Thoughts and risky feelings
I know I'll bleed the anger
From me wow anger is red
And once it starts to flow it
Won't stop until it bleeds you dry
And with every ounce of blood
That hits the white tiled floor
My breath shortens and the
First last memory that remains
Is your fucking liqueur tainted polished nails
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Literature
The Climb
Tired but we grind beyond belief
Gnashing in our little teeth
As we push towards the object in the sun
Hidden from both our eyes
The more we search the less we find
And but through all of this we feel obliged
To search for mysteries not known to you or me
Each step we take in vain towards the sky
You've led me here so many times before
But each time this desert seems new to us
The constant struggle we now hold
To find a way to make it home
My weary eyes beseeches the stream
Full of cool blue water to quench this dream
To bathe in bliss just this one time
The stream fades as we push further in this climb
The pain we feel runs through our joints
And up our bones like a careless knife
Struggle to catch our breath we fight but don't know why
You have brought me things but everything leads back to this
A grimly spectacle lay in our eyes from all the past times we've died
People won't remember us the fools that time has forgot
With the screams from our dying tongues
We find the answer to the
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Literature
My Lips Are Sealed
Everyone is changing and I really hate it
I just don't know who is real
Like who's going where
With who and at what time
I'm so confused that's how I feel
Can't tell anyone no one at all
Someone's feelings always get hurt
So my lips are locked with a tight seal
Writing about it only helps a little
But that's the only thing I can do
My pen keeps writing as tears keep falling
Life sucks sometimes we just have to deal
Eventually they will find who they are
What they want and how they want it
But for now I must let them heal
I'm trying to help done being in the middle
Lately I have very little happiness
So that's one thing I won't let them steal
I lay jaded on the ground praying
That they will change for the best
Until then lye in my tears and wait full of zeal
Be true to yourself don't just sit there and cry like me
The tears don't help they just drown you
Believe me I know that's exactly how I feel
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Literature
Act For Me
Want to be in love
Love me the same way you loved him or more
Just give me a taste of what it feels like
To be held even adored
Tell me all the innocent sweet nothings
Tell me you will take my fears
Hold my hand through this evil playground
Just tell me what I want to hear
Lie to me even I don't really care
Just show me love and always be here
Love me this is all I ask
You don't have to feel it just act for me
Play with me toy with my emotion comfort me
Just so I know that I'm alive
Just tease me provoke me to move
Show me the true meaning of love
Show me the lies it represents itself to be
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Literature
Death To Your Valentine
This is the day of days the hour of love
Bouquets of flowers and symbolic gifts
Can you imagine what hatred life
Without love would bring
Could you even imagine that emptiness
Could you imagine the saddened madness
To this I say death to your valentine
Doom will soon be your fate
Death to your beloved day
Doom will consume your hate
Great is that one day of the year
Don't take it for granted
This day starts the sharing of hearts
And the beginning of love
Now let our hearts beat as one
Now let our minds never fall apart
From each other to this I say
Death to your valentine
Doom will soon be your fate
Death to your beloved day
Doom will consume hate
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Literature
How Could You
How could you hurt me too
Take away my life deny me the right
To be your husband take away my strife
I hate you how could you
I'm crying I feel like dying
My heart as cold as ice that was the price
Because you hurt me how could that be
Because you left me don't you see
Yes I should hate but that emotion is fake
Because I love you even after all that too
How could you toss my love
Aside shattering my pride
Hurting me deeply as I apologize weakly
I cry so bitterly as people look on with pity
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Back in the day
When nothing was wrong
I didn't know anything all along
Back in the day when the world was all right
All I could think of was holding you tight
I was afraid to take a stance
Even though I had a chance
But everything now I'm brand new
Although apart I still feel I'm with you
I rarely see your face
But past memories capture it in place
I keep replaying them all the time
In the back of my mind
Thinking about the time without you
Surely has made me blue
I wish one day to be in your heart
Getting my feelings out is a start
Together you and I we'll never fall apart
Back in the day I always wished
That I was the guy you kissed
It seems to have gotten worse with time
But I couldn't forgot that would be a crime
So I sit here with this broken heart of mine
Always flicked this doubloon my lucky dime
And it always pointed me to you
I still need you baby I need you more than ever
Yeah I still feel that way just like I did back in the day
Yeah yeah yeah back in the day
Eyes are dry again
No it can depend
On no one noticing
Run to hide my tears
They won't have to share
Over all these years
I've shed the fewest tears
That they've known about
But I can't help it now
While calculating how
Much I'll be alone
My best friends always cared
Of tangles in my hair
But does she
Care about my tangled up life
And for my only one
High school will soon be done
And where will I turn
When I'm so alone
All the one I care about
Lost and gone with no way out
Everything's falling apart
Just when I was happy
But now I'm on my way
To being all alone
Going to be all alone
Oh lord the voice inside my head
Thinks it's my own
The slow pumping of blood running through the brain
The pumping pumping with my pain
It's the hangover hangover going on
The headache won't let me sleep
And I'm not really awake
This is hell never drinking again
The thoughts that cross my mind
Are not as clear as I'd like
Feel like someone came running
And kicked me inside the flashing of the lights is
Making me making me so nauseous
So I keep the bucket near just being cautious
It's the hangover hangover going on
And I hate myself for killing my own brains
Because the pumping pumping won't stop
It's just my brain letting me know
It's the hangover hangover going on
Letting me know what a dumb ass I
Am for getting drunk tonight
Jumping and twisting through the night
All memories came alive again
Not too proud of myself all I have to say
I'll probably do it all again
It's the hangover fucking hangover going on
I want to be there to help your wounds to heal
This pain without you is something only I can feel
I miss your face your tender little hands
But right now I'm just trying to get by without you as my lullaby
Been a few years now but I still miss you
Like a broken mirror that can't be fixed is how my heart is today
Since you've been gone I have to get by but I want you by my side
We had so many dreams together can they still come true
I'm looking out my window watching the stars
I'm still wondering are you seeing them too
I want to be there to help your wounds to heal
This pain without you is something only I can feel
I miss your face your tender little hands
But right now I'm just trying to get by
Without you as my lullaby we've all grown up now
Do you still know my name do you still remember my face
Or has it been erased I want to turn back time
Mend the pieces of that mirror back together
I pray every night to my god above
Keep them safe keep them warm keep them in my heart
I want to be there to help your wounds to heal
This pain without you is something only I can feel
I miss your face your tender little hands
But right now I'm just trying to get by without you as my lullaby

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Thanks for the llama!! Thanks For The Llama Emote by xxxThePretentiousxxx  
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Thank you for the Llama! Have one in return...Wink/Razz :D (Big Grin) Love 
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Llama Emoji-46 (This and That) Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] Woooosh 

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