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Playing In The Backgrounds
Sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds to sweet thoughts of you
I'll walk home tired and depressed
Wishing I was walking with you but I'm all alone
And you're with him I try to tell you
I could be more open but you just can't see
How I feel about your depression kick in
Medications out reach for the knife
But your picture catches my eyes
And I sit and think maybe that I'll be with you tomorrow
Sweet soft songs playing in the backgrounds
To sweet thoughts of you I've always been alone
Till now I don't know how to feel
Or what to say to you I may not be to religious
But I pray to god for you tomorrow you'll be happy
Whether you're with me or not just to see the smile on your face
When I say something funny but I don't want to risk that feeling
If I told you how I felt would you look at me the same
Or will you treat me different from the rest sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds of sweet thoughts of you
I keep it all bottled up inside I keep it away and hide
I don't
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Literature
Liqueur Tainted Polished Nails
You live in an exaggerated reality
You're too protective and won't let go
And you hate my friends because
They're not good enough
Like anything ever will be
You're a contradiction
You don't want me to smoke or drink
But you can what gives
You the right to control me
Okay let's obey mom's opinion
Instead of our won for once
Oh wait that's right
We aren't allowed opinions
I didn't need the councilor to tell me
Feelings to why wouldn't you ask me
Oh you expected me to have no feeling
Because I am only fucking human
But then seen as I'm living with you
I must be fucking superhuman
My mind is contaminated with morbid
Thoughts and risky feelings
I know I'll bleed the anger
From me wow anger is red
And once it starts to flow it
Won't stop until it bleeds you dry
And with every ounce of blood
That hits the white tiled floor
My breath shortens and the
First last memory that remains
Is your fucking liqueur tainted polished nails
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Literature
The Climb
Tired but we grind beyond belief
Gnashing in our little teeth
As we push towards the object in the sun
Hidden from both our eyes
The more we search the less we find
And but through all of this we feel obliged
To search for mysteries not known to you or me
Each step we take in vain towards the sky
You've led me here so many times before
But each time this desert seems new to us
The constant struggle we now hold
To find a way to make it home
My weary eyes beseeches the stream
Full of cool blue water to quench this dream
To bathe in bliss just this one time
The stream fades as we push further in this climb
The pain we feel runs through our joints
And up our bones like a careless knife
Struggle to catch our breath we fight but don't know why
You have brought me things but everything leads back to this
A grimly spectacle lay in our eyes from all the past times we've died
People won't remember us the fools that time has forgot
With the screams from our dying tongues
We find the answer to the
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Literature
My Lips Are Sealed
Everyone is changing and I really hate it
I just don't know who is real
Like who's going where
With who and at what time
I'm so confused that's how I feel
Can't tell anyone no one at all
Someone's feelings always get hurt
So my lips are locked with a tight seal
Writing about it only helps a little
But that's the only thing I can do
My pen keeps writing as tears keep falling
Life sucks sometimes we just have to deal
Eventually they will find who they are
What they want and how they want it
But for now I must let them heal
I'm trying to help done being in the middle
Lately I have very little happiness
So that's one thing I won't let them steal
I lay jaded on the ground praying
That they will change for the best
Until then lye in my tears and wait full of zeal
Be true to yourself don't just sit there and cry like me
The tears don't help they just drown you
Believe me I know that's exactly how I feel
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Literature
Act For Me
Want to be in love
Love me the same way you loved him or more
Just give me a taste of what it feels like
To be held even adored
Tell me all the innocent sweet nothings
Tell me you will take my fears
Hold my hand through this evil playground
Just tell me what I want to hear
Lie to me even I don't really care
Just show me love and always be here
Love me this is all I ask
You don't have to feel it just act for me
Play with me toy with my emotion comfort me
Just so I know that I'm alive
Just tease me provoke me to move
Show me the true meaning of love
Show me the lies it represents itself to be
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Literature
Death To Your Valentine
This is the day of days the hour of love
Bouquets of flowers and symbolic gifts
Can you imagine what hatred life
Without love would bring
Could you even imagine that emptiness
Could you imagine the saddened madness
To this I say death to your valentine
Doom will soon be your fate
Death to your beloved day
Doom will consume your hate
Great is that one day of the year
Don't take it for granted
This day starts the sharing of hearts
And the beginning of love
Now let our hearts beat as one
Now let our minds never fall apart
From each other to this I say
Death to your valentine
Doom will soon be your fate
Death to your beloved day
Doom will consume hate
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Literature
How Could You
How could you hurt me too
Take away my life deny me the right
To be your husband take away my strife
I hate you how could you
I'm crying I feel like dying
My heart as cold as ice that was the price
Because you hurt me how could that be
Because you left me don't you see
Yes I should hate but that emotion is fake
Because I love you even after all that too
How could you toss my love
Aside shattering my pride
Hurting me deeply as I apologize weakly
I cry so bitterly as people look on with pity
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Literature
Sidetrack
There's a door that's connected to the floor
Your life has been lower
Kiss yourself away with a flower
There's no hope inside right now
Soon everything will turn all right
Come on step up to the plate
Before your heart won't be able to be saved
And there'll you'll be alone again
Sidetrack towards what has been going on through my mind
My spirit has not wasted time
You have showed me where to go
I don't know how to start the hello
Walking into your light
Have gave me inside a brand new life
I just want to know I'll make you feel all right
The case inside these eyes of mine
Are waiting to show you what has been growing to be
To wanting you to show me
Show me what hearts look like with freedom
Towards people who don't speak to demons the cure to me
Are you I hope I'm your cure
We're so pure and greatly sure
We haven't been cured
Everything will be shown through the worse
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Literature
Not This Way
The words are finished
On these burnt and tattered pages
I've got nothing left to pour out
These hands are so tired
Of holding onto something
That they can't see
But I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I've long since fallen
Oh this long and dusty road
Only to live to be forgotten
The silence forever will sing
Of this fate worse than death worse than life
So those promises we made together
I'll be yours you're mine forever
I remember you but look at me
They've torn away my flight scornfully hatefully
They've taken everything that I've held dear but you
I don't want to let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am I'm ashamed of myself
The thing I can't run from
I can't bear you to look at me see what I've become
You're my sweet secret my lullaby
You're my reassurance my forever goodnight
I won't let you go not this way
I want to love you the way you love me
You're all that I am this is
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Literature
How Do You Get That Lonely
It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen a boy about my age
They found him face down on his bedroom floor
There will be services on Friday at the L.F.H
Then out on Moorseville highway they'll lay him beneath a stone
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely and nobody know
Did his girlfriend break up with him
Did he buy or steal that gun
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol
Did his mom and dad forget to say I love you son
Did no one see the writing on the wall
I'm not blaming anybody we all do the best we can
I know hindsight 20/20 but I still don't understand
How do you get that lonely how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you
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Literature
Faraway Day
The Eton Boys
And the uptown girls
They forget the
Margate legacy
They'd put out for
A string of pearls
And expect
Absolution for free
But oh you
Can keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
God bless the
Scandalous monarchy
It's known they
Need divine direction
And to the kids in
The Gucci anarchy
They are caught
In social affections
But oh you can
Keep dreaming
Dreaming of the
Cliffs of Dover
And oh we'll
Meet here again
On some other
Faraway day
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Literature
For Me Sky
In this life I've known
Nothing but seeds you've sown
I've walked the highways
And I've combed the side roads
It's been a joy of highs
Oh the pain of lows and meets the devil
At the heart of the crossroads tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me live this life insane
Nothing but pouring rain
I'm a bastard it's amazing I'm sane
Born and dressed in black
My soul is fighting back
Fueling hell and raising pain tell me
Have you ever felt like I have cried
For me sky cry for me
When I'm a ghost and gone
I'll be remembered strong
By all I've met by friends and family
When I'm lowered down six feet in the ground
There won't be a sound except for crows wailing
Just cry for me sky just cry for me
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Literature
Wish You Were Beautiful
You've broken down inside
And you don't know where you're turning now
You pray for a release
From the thing that holds you back
But theirs no where to turn
What else can you do but
Wish that you were beautiful
So don't make me cry
Don't make me plead
So don't make me fall
I don't want to fall I can't fall
I've got to pull through
So when will life let up
So when will life care for you
And when will the stars shine brighter just for me
And when will I give a damn
When will you stop
Wishing that you were beautiful
So don't make me cry
Don't make me plead
So don't make me fall
I don't want to fall I can't fall
Oh I'm going to pull through
Tell me when will you be sent to me
When will my mind come to ease
When will I let go of all the things
That I just can't control
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Literature
Impossible Emotions
She sits in the chair while tears fall fast
Worried about her future ashamed of her past
When will it all stop when will this routine die
What is the solution her life is a lie
How long can she fake a smile how long will she fade
This can't be the only reason she was made
Pain in normal loss is something she expects
Her impossible emotions are what she neglects
Never truly happy and never truly complete
Longing for a freedom searching for concrete
Something solid that she can claim
Powered by her anxious thoughts seeking fortune and fame
But will name be on a CD or on a poster
Bring her to happiness will it even bring her closer
Impossible emotions settle in her watch as they creep
But deep down her conscience is something she can keep
She'll wait for her calling she'll hope for the best
Impossible emotions are only a test this isn't the rest
She'll share with the world her gifts and her drive
That's when you'll know that she's truly alive
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Sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds to sweet thoughts of you
I'll walk home tired and depressed
Wishing I was walking with you but I'm all alone
And you're with him I try to tell you
I could be more open but you just can't see
How I feel about your depression kick in
Medications out reach for the knife
But your picture catches my eyes
And I sit and think maybe that I'll be with you tomorrow
Sweet soft songs playing in the backgrounds
To sweet thoughts of you I've always been alone
Till now I don't know how to feel
Or what to say to you I may not be to religious
But I pray to god for you tomorrow you'll be happy
Whether you're with me or not just to see the smile on your face
When I say something funny but I don't want to risk that feeling
If I told you how I felt would you look at me the same
Or will you treat me different from the rest sweet soft slow songs
Playing in the backgrounds of sweet thoughts of you
I keep it all bottled up inside I keep it away and hide
I don't know why what should I be afraid of
You're so faraway but I see you everyday
Sweet thoughts of you are only dreams to me
If I could I would sleep forever
Just to have the thoughts of you with me
Thinking of you everyday wishing it would go my way
How else can I explain how I feel about you yeah OK I love you
You live in an exaggerated reality
You're too protective and won't let go
And you hate my friends because
They're not good enough
Like anything ever will be
You're a contradiction
You don't want me to smoke or drink
But you can what gives
You the right to control me
Okay let's obey mom's opinion
Instead of our won for once
Oh wait that's right
We aren't allowed opinions
I didn't need the councilor to tell me
Feelings to why wouldn't you ask me
Oh you expected me to have no feeling
Because I am only fucking human
But then seen as I'm living with you
I must be fucking superhuman
My mind is contaminated with morbid
Thoughts and risky feelings
I know I'll bleed the anger
From me wow anger is red
And once it starts to flow it
Won't stop until it bleeds you dry
And with every ounce of blood
That hits the white tiled floor
My breath shortens and the
First last memory that remains
Is your fucking liqueur tainted polished nails
Tired but we grind beyond belief
Gnashing in our little teeth
As we push towards the object in the sun
Hidden from both our eyes
The more we search the less we find
And but through all of this we feel obliged
To search for mysteries not known to you or me
Each step we take in vain towards the sky
You've led me here so many times before
But each time this desert seems new to us
The constant struggle we now hold
To find a way to make it home
My weary eyes beseeches the stream
Full of cool blue water to quench this dream
To bathe in bliss just this one time
The stream fades as we push further in this climb
The pain we feel runs through our joints
And up our bones like a careless knife
Struggle to catch our breath we fight but don't know why
You have brought me things but everything leads back to this
A grimly spectacle lay in our eyes from all the past times we've died
People won't remember us the fools that time has forgot
With the screams from our dying tongues
We find the answer to the mystery of life
Everyone is changing and I really hate it
I just don't know who is real
Like who's going where
With who and at what time
I'm so confused that's how I feel
Can't tell anyone no one at all
Someone's feelings always get hurt
So my lips are locked with a tight seal
Writing about it only helps a little
But that's the only thing I can do
My pen keeps writing as tears keep falling
Life sucks sometimes we just have to deal
Eventually they will find who they are
What they want and how they want it
But for now I must let them heal
I'm trying to help done being in the middle
Lately I have very little happiness
So that's one thing I won't let them steal
I lay jaded on the ground praying
That they will change for the best
Until then lye in my tears and wait full of zeal
Be true to yourself don't just sit there and cry like me
The tears don't help they just drown you
Believe me I know that's exactly how I feel

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:iconlukavosiliv:
LukaVosiliv Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you for the llama back!
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D-Venom Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome
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Prometheus273 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks very much for the llama badge!
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D-Venom Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome :)
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optimus18 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2017
Thanks for llama 😄
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D-Venom Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
YOur Welcome :)
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Pumpkin-Pie13 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama! :huggle:
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D-Venom Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome :)
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GiveThemCake Featured By Owner May 29, 2017
Thanks for the llama I llama'd back. Pls visit me if you're ever in the mood for cake! :dance::icongoldenplattercakeplz:

:star: Also feel free to enter my Giveaway! 100 WATCHER CAKE/POINTS GIVEAWAY!
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OCR-ED-209 Featured By Owner May 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the llama
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