Impossible Emotions

She sits in the chair while tears fall fast
Worried about her future ashamed of her past
When will it all stop when will this routine die
What is the solution her life is a lie
How long can she fake a smile how long will she fade
This can't be the only reason she was made
Pain in normal loss is something she expects
Her impossible emotions are what she neglects
Never truly happy and never truly complete
Longing for a freedom searching for concrete
Something solid that she can claim
Powered by her anxious thoughts seeking fortune and fame
But will name be on a CD or on a poster
Bring her to happiness will it even bring her closer
Impossible emotions settle in her watch as they creep
But deep down her conscience is something she can keep
She'll wait for her calling she'll hope for the best
Impossible emotions are only a test this isn't the rest
She'll share with the world her gifts and her drive
That's when you'll know that she's truly alive